Monday, June 25, 2012

Playing with fire

I am very addicted to my trash TV which includes trashy reality television. I sucked Jeff into watching Keeping up with the Kardashians last night. It was the episode where Kris Jenner is debating and talking about seeing an ex-boy friend whom she had an affair with. Jeff and I were discussing why would someone do this?
We both agree that this is a bad idea and that no good could come from it. But I do have the understanding, however small, as to the interest. If you could get an honest answer from a former lover as to why things ended would you want it?
I am very content with how things progressed or ended within my relationships. I’ve either wanted them to no longer continue or have come to terms with the end result and am happy and a better person because of it.
There is one that was so blindsiding to me that I do wonder…WTF happened? I have tried to explain it away with what I did or didn’t do but I always come down to a nagging feeling of there was something I didn’t know. I have wondered about another person on their part and had high suspicions and some evidence but I would love to hear it from their lips. And want to know what did she do that I didn’t?
My question is have you ever wanted to know an honest answer to an end of a relationship?

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

New Do

I have a new do.

I love love LOVE that it literally takes less than 10 minutes to blow and style, I have gone 6 days without a ponytail, and that it feels so healthy.
I don’t know if I like the fact that it is similar to several boys cuts that I have seen lately, that I still am not sure how to style it, or the fact that suddenly my face looks so much more mature.
Now the mature look would be the style of hair not the fact that I am actually getting older. Oh my early 20s how I miss you. And where is my retainer? My teeth look jacked up.

Monday, June 11, 2012

7 of 17

Week 7 of a 17 week training completed and I have only missed 1 run. This may not seem like the biggest feat but, for me it is. The other times I have had a training plan life seemed to spin upside down and let’s just say the training became last on my list if it’s even in sight. This time even though some nights have been hard to get up and go I have managed to find that last little bit to push it. This means that I have managed to make an extra effort 28 times. Only 10 more weeks or 40 more days of pushing it and the training is over. Come on Park City Half. I’m going to conquer you!